{"id":9947,"date":"2022-03-27T00:42:08","date_gmt":"2022-03-27T00:42:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/googmn.com\/?p=9947"},"modified":"2022-03-27T00:42:08","modified_gmt":"2022-03-27T00:42:08","slug":"i-know-in-the-back-of-my-mind-i-was-good-enough-and-i-am-good-enough","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/googmn.com\/?p=9947","title":{"rendered":"‘I know in the back of my mind I was good enough, and I am good enough’"},"content":{"rendered":"

THE PHONE CALL came out of the blue. A few days beforehand, Monica McGuirk had made the decision to take a break from one sport.<\/p>\n

This was at the start of 2018. An accomplished goalkeeper in the Women\u2019s National League [WNL] at the time, she was stepping away from the top-flight of women\u2019s soccer on these shores. Temporarily, anyway.<\/p>\n

\u201cI just decided, \u2018Look, I\u2019m just giving soccer a break. I just maybe need to reset and look at it again in a year or two,\u2019\u201d she explains ahead of today\u2019s mouth-watering Division 1B league meeting with Dublin, a repeat of last year\u2019s All-Ireland final.<\/p>\n

\u201cI hadn\u2019t decided to focus on Gaelic or anything like that, it was just a decision I made myself.<\/p>\n

\u201cI\u2019d say within a week [Meath manager] Eamonn Murray got wind that I wasn\u2019t playing soccer so he was straight on the phone to me, and he was like, \u2018Just give me two weeks and see how you go. If you like it, you like it, and if not, you can walk away from it.\u2019\u00a0<\/p>\n

\u201cAnd I haven\u2019t looked back.\u201d<\/p>\n

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An All-Ireland senior crown, two All-Stars and plenty more medals and accolades later, she\u2019s happy to do so for the purpose of this interview.<\/p>\n

McGuirk had always balanced both, but up to that point, soccer came first. That was a well-known and widely-accepted fact. She played underage Gaelic football with Meath, and had been in and out of the senior set-up since 2009 or 2010.\u00a0<\/p>\n

Irene Munnelly was the Royals\u2019 number one, an All-Star arriving for the long-serving \u2018keeper in 2011. Her understudy was swayed towards association football, signing for Peamount in late 2012.\u00a0<\/p>\n

Reaching the FAI Cup final and lining out in the Aviva Stadium in 2014 was a certain highlight, though Peas were beaten 2-1 by Raheny United. Ireland captain Katie McCabe scored a sensational free-kick that day \u2014 \u201cThat was me alright. Horrible,\u201d McGuirk laughs \u2014 while she had the best possible view of one of the most famous goals in the history of Irish football: directly in line with Stephanie Roche\u2019s Puskas wonder-strike.<\/p>\n

Two seasons at UCD Waves followed her time at Peamount, before she made a brief return to Greenogue. She caught the eye in the league week in, week out, so much so that she was called up for Ireland trials, but a coveted call-up never materialised.<\/p>\n

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\n Dejection in the closing stages of the 2014 FAI Cup final.<\/p>\n

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\u201cAt the end of 2017, the beginning of 2018. I just said, \u2018Look, I\u2019ve had enough now,\u2019\u201d McGuirk recalls. \u201cMy soccer career wasn\u2019t going the way I wanted it to go, they weren\u2019t pushing me to the limits that I felt I needed to be pushed to.<\/p>\n

\u201cI was constantly getting knockbacks, not getting selected for the Irish team and stuff like that. I wasn\u2019t getting selected but yet I was able to turn around and play with the same players in the National League. D\u2019you know what I mean? I was basically told I wasn\u2019t good enough.<\/p>\n

\u201cI got callbacks to the last stages of everything and then just being told [no] at the last thing. A lot of it was to do with certain things like I needed to get fit or I\u2019d have to lose weight, things like that.<\/p>\n

\u201cI\u2019m just like, \u2018This is me. If this is not what you want, then that\u2019s fine, I\u2019ll understand that.\u2019 I\u2019m a bigger person, I know who I am. But like, I\u2019m strong. I had those knockbacks \u2013 I wouldn\u2019t say that\u2019s the reason why I gave up soccer, I kept going at it. I was still 26\/27, I still gave it a good 10, 12 years. But it was the best decision I ever made.\u201d<\/p>\n

It came shortly after that fateful phone call with Murray, who had taken over as Meath boss at the end of 2017.<\/p>\n

Munnelly had retired by then, and while a couple of goalkeepers were coming and going, there was no nailed-down replacement with the 2018 National League already underway.<\/p>\n

\u201cNot that he was under orders not to ring me, but he knew my situation,\u201d McGuirk grins.<\/p>\n

\u201cI was playing for Peamount in Dublin, and I live in Duleek. That is a separate commitment, it\u2019s nearly the same as Meath. There\u2019s one or two girls that currently do it in the National League now, the likes of Lucy McCartan from Westmeath.<\/p>\n

\u201cIf it works for her, it works for her, but I don\u2019t think it would work for me personally. The commitment was too much. And you\u2019ve no personal life. None of your own time to do your own thing.\u201d<\/p>\n

She admits that she could have easily fallen away from sport altogether, as so often happens, left disillusioned and disenfranchised after putting so much in for so little in return.\u00a0<\/p>\n

But thankfully, McGuirk has gotten it all back in spades since her 100% commitment to Gaelic football.\u00a0<\/p>\n

In September 2018, she switched one national stadium for another and graced the hallowed turf of Croke Park. She did the same 12 months later; back-to-back All-Ireland intermediate finals ending in heartbreaking defeat to Tyrone and Tipperary respectively.<\/p>\n

It was in the pre-Christmas Covid finals of 2020 that the Royals finally got their hands on the Mary Quinn Memorial Cup and achieved promotion back to the senior ranks. And we all know what happened thereafter, simply stratospheric heights hit in 2021.<\/p>\n

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\n McGuirk celebrating Meath’s goal in the 2021 All-Ireland final.<\/p>\n

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Celtic Crosses and a pair of All-Star awards \u2013 from 2019 and 2021 \u2013 now sit in McGuirk\u2019s cabinet, taking pride of place after her up-and-down journey to this point.<\/p>\n

The Duleek Bellewstown clubwoman, who works as an Operations Manager in Aura Leisure Management\u2019s site in Drogheda, does keep in touch with former team-mates and other figures from the previous chapter.<\/p>\n

\u201cThey obviously see what I\u2019ve achieved through social media and stuff like that as well,\u201d she adds. \u201cIt\u2019s selfish even for myself to know that I was able to go and perfect it in this sport.<\/p>\n

\u201cI know in the back of my mind, I was good enough and I am good enough. I didn\u2019t just get the two All-Stars because they were given to me. D\u2019you know what I mean? I feel like I\u2019ve proved to myself now that I know I was good enough.\u201d<\/p>\n

It\u2019s fair to say that she\u2019s had the last laugh after the setbacks, and that the success and personal accolades, in particular, hold that extra bit of significance?<\/p>\n

\u201cYeah,\u201d McGuirk smiles. \u201cEspecially the first one [All-Star]. The first one obviously, I didn\u2019t have all the girls there. I was intermediate. I just felt I was voted and that was it.<\/p>\n

\u201cI felt honored just to be up there among the best, but then when they called out my name, I could not believe it. We didn\u2019t win the All-Ireland that year either. And then to get one this year along with the other seven players was amazing, that was just a great night.\u201d<\/p>\n

A great night, indeed, and given the upward trajectory McGuirk\u2019s career is on, there should be many more on the horizon.<\/p>\n

– Meath v Dublin, P\u00e1irc Tailteann, Navan, throw-in 4pm, live on TG4.<\/em><\/p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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